Worried

I am actually starting to get worried now. I think I am starting to realise that the situation with work is actually happening for real and I will probably end up being sacked. Being sacked doesn't worry me too much, they can stick their f*****g job up their arses! I just never imagined that I would ever be sacked from ANY job! I'm a good, conscientious employee. It is the fact that I have no money to fall back on and no way of supporting myself until I find a new job! I don;t have that many bills to pay: just rent, my contact lenses and my debt consolidation - a total of just under £1000 a month. It doesn't sound like a lot when you are employed with a regular wage coming in of at least that and half again each month, but without money coming in and with me being almost up to my overdraft limit every month it is a lot.
AND I am not looking forward to the investigation meeting that I have to attend tomorrow! ON top of everything I still have a cold, my stomach is still feeling delicate the same as the last few weeks and I am generally feeling really run-down.
I've had messages of support from a couple of people from work, from Maxine, from Gab, and from Dean who is currently in Korea! Tim was a great help last night, talking about it for a while and then talking about other things which really helped to take my mine off of it.
My meeting is at 11:00 tomorrow morning so wish me luck please. I'm still not sure if they expect me to turn up in uniform of not!
It's times like this when a boyfriend would come in really handy, sometimes you need someone to just look after you!