On a Downer

I am on a real downer today, probably not helped by the cold but not caused by it! I really do not enjoy my job, as it is mind-numbing and I don't even work with people I get on with so the conversation is minimal and mostly pointless.
I need a change and quickly, but I just do not know what I want to do. I really have no idea where to start looking! I need a miracle. When are my Premium Bonds going to come up, eh?
I have had an email back, at last, from the interview I had before Christmas, asking me to attend a second interview next Wednesday. Unfortunately, I am working on day shifts so I cannot attend. I had to reply asking to reschedule. I guess I could have blown out on that day, but I do not even know if I want to take the job as it is more hours but only for the same hourly rate, but then again, it is day shifts only. By their own admission there isn't scope for promotion at this location and I may be as bored as I am at the moment.

I have 2 more days off after today and then I have to go back to a job that I hate. I feel like just chucking it in, but am far too sensible to do that! Sometimes I just wish I was a bit more rebelious, or have some rich relatives to fall back on, but I'm not and I don't.

I am frustrated, lonelly, bored, tired, ill, skint, cold and depressed. Not a good start to '08 so far.