Changed My Mind

After deliberating for ages about what to wear for my evening out drinking (again), I got into town at around 19:45 had one drink in Rupert Street and came home again.
As soon as I got to Soho I realised that I wasn't in the right frame of mind to be drinking alone. I double checked with Tim to make sure he hadn't changed his mind about coming out for a drink (which he hadn't) and then got the bus home.
I was disappointed with the lack of people out tonight. I know it is a Tuesday, but I thought, what with it being a lovely day ALL day and being a lovely evening, that there would be tonnes of guys around. In fact the only ones who were around were hideous, camp queeny queens, which hastened my departure somewhat.
I have 2 more days off work and I really don't know what to do with them. I have had enough of my own company, I want the company of someone else. How pathetic does that sound?