I was planning to go out tonight into Soho, for a last taste of gayness before spending Christmas with the family. I am wondering if it will be worth it, or if I will look even more like a sad old queen than I normally do, going out to the pub on my own with no one in particular to meet.
I really feel like I need some physical contact from someone, not sex, but a good long hug or, at the very least, a nice snog. So, I guess, as a Christmas present to myself I will go. I just hope I do not feel more depressed after I've been out than I do now.
I normally get myself a Christmas present every year, if I can afford it, but have yet to do so this year. I suppose that my eye surgery could class as the present, or my recent purchase of a television, but they just do not feel like Christmas presents. Then again, I don't know what to buy for myself. I know what I want, but unfortunately it can't be purchased.
Maybe next year.
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3 comments:
It can always be worse, I know that is not what you wanted to hear.
Alex,
I wished I was over there. We would go out and make a new town out of London. Y ou are a handsome Man, not a Queen. I have seen her, and you do not look like anything like her. I love your blog and you are a wonderful person. I do hope you have a Happy Christmas.
Hugs
Ray
Cheers guys, hope you both have a fantstic Christmas.
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