Who's On-Line Now?

Friday, 20 August 2010

Mixed Signals

I've mentioned before that I have a new obsession, the guy who works in the letting agency across the road. He often smiles up at me when I am standing looking out of my window and he is either at his desk or outside having a cigarette. I had resolved to go and talk to him at some point, but wanted him to be on his own (to save my own embarrassment as much as his).
I was walking back from posting some eBay stuff this morning and just as I was about to cross the road I saw him walking towards me. I promptly changed direction, which I thought was quite obvious, and approached him. I said "Hi" as he approached, he reciprocated and then just kept walking, despite the fact that I had stopped to talk. He looked over his shoulder twice and gave me that same big smile, but carried on walking. I just don't know if he is a cock-tease, more shy than I am or just taking the piss out of me! It was really, REALLY frustrating.

I'll just have to focus on the other three guys that are paying me attention at the moment. Oh, my life is hard at times. It is like waiting for buses, nothing for ages and then loads all at once:
Zek and I have plans for tomorrow as I mentioned, and I am really looking forward to it.
Darren, from last Saturday, keeps sending me saucy texts, but I am not as interested as he is. We got on really well, but I made the mistake of kissing him despite knowing that he has a boyfriend and I regret that now. I'll have to explain that I just want to be friends and watch him disappear as guys tend to do when I tell them that.
I also keep getting texts from Fernando, a guy who lives near me (somewhere) who I often saw out in Soho and who I exchanged numbers with a few weeks ago. I'm not sure why I did as I am not attracted to him and had hardly talked to him.
It does sound like I am complaining, but I'm not, just explaining. It is actually really nice to be popular for once, though I do feel pressure to "pick" the right guy. If I pick wrong I just know all the others will disappear into the woodwork as it has happened before.

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