Very Little Patience Left

I can't remember if I have mentioned this before but, since coming off my medication a couple of weeks ago I have found myself with a very short temper. The slightest thing can set me off, such as when I had an arguement with Tim while we were out the other week all because we were stuck outside for the whole night because he was smoking (this was before we actually got some good weather).
I don't want to be here at work (the paying job) anymore anyway, but with the stupid proceedures and management lumbering us with untrained, non-English speaking guards all the time things are just going from bad to worse. On top of this I have major concerns about the lack of progress with the business and our rapidly dwindling bank account. I can feel my control slipping away and am desperately trying to keep it under wraps, but I can't guarantee that I will manage it.

I call it "The Rage."

BEWARE!