I have come to the conclusion that it is time to make some major changes in my life (again). I need to decide what EXACTLY I am going to do though.
I want to move. I need to get back into a flat of my own, so that I feel like it is my home, and not just a place I am lodging. It is going to be a hell of a lot more expensive, but I would feel happier.
I also have to decide what I am going to do about the business, whether I am going to continue giving it a go even though I don't feel happy with it at the moment.
Even if I do decide to carry on with the business, I can't afford to give up full-time work until the money begins to come in regularly. I need to change my job as I am so bored and disinterested at my current place it is doing my head in. I feel physically sick just at the thought of coming in most days. AND I really do not like most of the people who work there now. The older members of staff are mainly alright (with notable exceptions: NC [the people I work with will know who he is])
I feel that I also need to get back to the gym (my legs have been aching lately quite badly, which I think may be due to bad circulation).
As I stated previously, I think I need to get back to my G.P. and get back on my anti-depressants.
To all of this requires money, which I don't have at the moment. I hope to be getting a bonus with this months pay, but, even if I do, this is only £250 before tax so won't be able to sort all of the above. I need a run of good fortune, and a run of money coming in. Now I could work over time to get that money, but I just can't face it. Any suggestions.
Who's On-Line Now?
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Time For Changes
Labels:
Feeling like shit,
Flat from Hell,
Health,
New Business,
Work,
Worldsafe Limited
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