Bored

Now that the rugby has finished for the day I have become really really bored. I was therefore happy to notice that it was a really nice day outside. So, once I'd had lunch I decided to go out for a little walk. I ironed some clothes, got changed and just as I was locking the last window before heading out it started to rain! How fucking typical. I took my boots back off and started to try and think of something else to do and it then stopped raining. Frustrating.
I decided to go out anyway, as I had to renew my monthly tube ticket before Monday. I took a light jacket, just in case, but always find it frustrating carrying a jacket around, almost as frustrating as having to wear a jacket to keep the rain off, when it is far too warm to actually be wearing the extra layer.
Anyway, I decided, as it still hadn't started raining again yet, that I would have a walk up and down the high street and hope that inspiration struck me for something to do. It didn't, but I did see a porn star who lives locally. Harley Everett is a very striking guy, muscular, handsome, 6' 3" and shaven (or crop) headed. When you see him topless (or sleeveless) you notice a telltale tattoo all down his arm (though I couldn't see it today). I find him incredibly attractive in the flesh, this is the second time I've seen him, but I know that he wouldn't be into me as my tastes are far too vanilla: some of the films that he's done that I've seen involve things that I would not want to do at all. He is also on Grindr and asks for guys who "go to the gym at least 3 times a week and have something to show for it." I like the progress that I've made at the gym and I still get lots of comments about it, but I don't think I am big enough for him. He has however smiled at me both times that I've seen him. Maybe he's being polite and likes being recognised, maybe something else. I guess I will only know if I ask him.
Maybe next time (though knowing me, maybe not!).

Good news about the boredom, Tim has just texted me and asked if I would like to join him and Niall for drinks tonight. I shouldn't, as I went out last night, but I will. I am feeling really horny, but more than that, I need some human company, and I can't turn down the opportunity of a situation where I could possibly meet Mr Right. I really need to find myself a man. I am getting desperate. I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!

I did go out last night. I didn't arrange to meet anyone but when I got to Rupert Street I saw Craig there. He was with a guy who I had met once before, Tristan. I stayed with them for one drink and they went on to Profile bar. I went to Comptons, as I didn't want to be stuck in Profile for the rest of the night (I know what Craig is like). Comptons was unimpressive so I decided to go to Profile for one before going home. I met them in there and stayed for 2 drinks. Both guys got on my nerves a bit, they both are very insecure guys who like to tell you how good they are and how much everyone loves them, to reinforce their own sense of worth. I find this a very unattractive personality trait and so was getting more and more annoyed with both of them as the evening went on. I did have one reasonably nice guy ask for my number, and I gave it, though it turned out that he had that same trait and also had groping hands (which are never welcomed by me unless preceded by a kiss at least, and we certainly didn't kiss).
I did get an offer from Tristan to get me membership of Fitness First gyms for just £30 a month, which I think I could afford (I've not actually joined the local gym, Soho gym, yet as I can't really afford it), though I'm not sure if he wants something in return or not (I hope "not").
I left at just before midnight and came home, only just finding the strength not to stop off at Chariots on the way home!