Who's On-Line Now?

Sunday, 18 July 2010

Dreaming

I had a pleasant dream last night, though the implications that I am back to where I was emotionally a few weeks ago are not good:

I was at work, although it didn't look like the building I work in but was in the same location. I was sat by the window when I saw Nick walk past outside. I knocked on the window and waved and he came into the building through a door behind me and told me that he was on a course for work in the building. I finished work and hung around for him to finish his course. When he did I was introduced to the other people on his course and we had a bit of a laugh.
Change of scene and we were both then on a car trip with my eldest sister, my niece Molly and at least one of her 3 brothers, all of whom really got on well with Nick, when the car broke down. We were given a lift by a strange woman who drove maniacally along a narrow country road filled with potholes.

It seems pretty straight forward what my subconscious is trying to tell me: I want to be with (someone like) Nick, I am looking for a gregarious friend / partner to improve my social skills, but that I am worried about the age difference (him getting on with my niece and nephew as they are closer to his age than I am), and that I think it would be a difficult relationship. Looks like I may be slipping back into my "crush" stage with Nick again, since things have seemingly gone back to normal between us. I need something / one to take my mind off of him. Any ideas / offers?

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