Hey Hey

Just wanted to let you all know that I am still alive and I haven't abandoned you all! I have had 4 days off and still do not have a working laptop at home, so have been bored for four days. I also do not have a new television, but I did manage to replace my lost phone. One out of the three ain't bad I suppose.
My wages still aren't sorted and I have sent an official complaint letter to my head office today, not that I expect that to do much. I just hope that my money is paid in by Monday as I am off again on Tuesday and want to be able to sort out my debt payments then, which I can't do until I know exactly how much I will be getting.
On my days off I had quite a bit of trouble sleeping, for two reasons:
Firstly, because I was coming off of night shifts, it is always difficult getting back into day-mode.
Secondly, because every time I closed my eyes I kept going through scenarios where about how I would get my missing money and what I would have to pay off first if I didn't have enough to pay all my bills. Nightmare.

Good news though today was that I actually found a job that I could do and would want to do, and have applied for it. It is only a short-term contract (5 months) but it also has very high hourly rate (£17) and, if I did the job, it would look very good on my CV possibly leading to bigger and better (or at least similar) jobs.
Wish me luck, as I am really trying to be positive at the moment (a difficult thing for me to do lately!). I can but try!!